ConCon's Life?

That's life. If nothing else, its life. It's real, and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have.

Goodbye happiness?
Welcome home depression?
I think so.

I am nothing. I mean nothing. I should just disappear.

Oh heart don't fail me now. I need you...

I really like Boston. BU is really sweet.

So life is a blur, it always has been, and most likely will always be one. I'm How to Succeed, it's really fun and it's going to be great. Acting class is getting intense and it's exciting and scary, we're trying to bring up and show emotions and be vulnerable. It's great. I'm auditioning for CCY at Weslyan for musical theater, I have to learn a monolauge in a week. I'm excited, I hope I get in and get finacial aid, otherwise I can't go. It's like 4 grand or something, 5 week program, stay over at Weslyna. Basically it'd be like college. Which would be awesome! I'm going to see Chesire Highschools musical A funny thing happened on the way to the forum tomorrow with a girl. Should be great. Uh this weekend is gonna rule. Show in mystic with tps on friday then going up to BU on saturday to see Brian Vaughn in West Side Story... sick. Payce plus love.

I think I'm fucked up in the head.

Can you say worst week ever? I can. I'm sick, and then auditions for How To Succeed. Let me tell you what happened. During the dance I twisted my ankle and fell...which was really really great! Then I sang, got no feedback, no callback. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Hi my name is Conor, I'm that kid no one really likes even if you see me with other people. I'm alone.

I'm falling in love with you.
You know it.
I couldn't be happier.
GOOD-BYE.

I feel weird. I'm glad I didn't do anything though. Why do girls have to start liking me when I'm happy with a girlfriend. Where were you the last 3 years random girls who hit on me?

ugh...